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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
11:49 am
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Asian Seductress
You Are What You Are
Your wily ancient Chinese secrets will not save you from an untimely and violent end.




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You scored higher than 13% on racial

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You scored higher than 14% on loserdom

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You scored higher than 17% on social

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You scored higher than 92% on sexual
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Bi/Slightly Gay
You scored -6 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)
For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the same gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.




My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 19% on Orientation
Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on Ok Cupid
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
9:01 pm
:P
Ok whomever reads this....IM SOO HAPPY.... having that said....im thinking of making my LJ into Friends only....but havent decided whether or not to.....any ideas just comment.....



Hmmm what else to report....o yes i have killed many of those miniature birds that im sure we have all seen around a parking lot {ie Walmart}....hehehehehheehehehe.....so yes i am lusting for the death of animals currently...that outta show my boredom....

Current Mood: energetic
10:00 am
Random thing u need to fill out
BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Hair (color and style):
Eyes:
Piercings/tattoos:

OTHER:
1. Where would we go on dates?
2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the rain?
5. If so...would you play in it with me?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?
9. Would you kiss my forhead
10. Do you play an instrument?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on a guy?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?


What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
We got in a fight:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Manners:
Friends:
Decisions:



Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Buy me a birthday gift:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Go out at 4am to get me chocolate:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Keep in touch:
Make me a snack:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Makeout with me:
Hold me in times of need:
Ditch me:
Use me:
ask me out:
Date me:
kiss with me whenever you had the chance?
Hold me and make my problems go away?



And if u dont fill this out....i shall annoy u or have to hug u to get u to.
9:48 am
this was originally posted by mystic_tera
Think about this....

I could be the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I could be the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I could be the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We could be the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I could be the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I could be the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I could be one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I could be one of the unlucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We could be the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I could be the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I could be the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I could be the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I could be the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I could be the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I could be the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I could be the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I could be the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I could be the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I could be the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong

Current Mood: content
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
4:46 pm
Boise
Ok thanx loads to Bert for impersonating a BSU student...muahahahaha...so now im here to add that the plan for Boise is now officially moved for Friday yay....that means Pia and Zena can go. I am quite bored now....doing nothing but plucking occasional hairs...making myself bald at a slow rate...damnit where is everyone....i thought everyone should be back at four....
7:39 am
Splurge here, there and just about everywhere
Ok im here online just doing nothing, bored and hoping for someone to get online...the dang sun is shining already and i feel sick of it because its shining at my face....im starting to get that weird chest pain all over again... i really outta get it checked out...but it comes and goes...and i doubt i could convince a doctor that i truelly have it rather than imagining the whole ordeal. I've had this sort of pain since last year but stubborn me i have not told many ppl....but i want no sympathies or "u should have that checked out"... i just kinda hope its nothing bad.

Now that that is done...im not sure what im doing today...but i am most likely gonna be with Adrianna after 11 i dont know what we shall do...maybe italian sodas or something. Jesse wants me to pick him up and bring him to Weiser, but im not sure if i will be able to or not... o well.

Hmmmm....o yes i am going to go to Boise on Wednesday, on who goes...well its up to their parents....Zena and Pia shall have to ask...and i hope they can both go as well. And im gonna see if my friend Heather can go...{the chick from Nampa that was in BPA, and Debate}...Im also contemplating whether or not to get a haircut....or more like which style can keep my highlights more intact.

Well kycya got online...yay... though shes in EST....its a start....OMG now Homeland Security has dubbed malls as terrorist softies...o great there goes cheap prices and bargains...Y cant the terrorists go after WalMart...with the money they make they can have it back up the next day....And if the terrorist hit the Boise Towne Square mall before i get there....i shall join the army and kill those bastards.....OMG that was a burst of i dont know what....

Guess what time i awoke this morning......6:06AM thats right basically the time of the devil...though i dont know about the seconds....it was trippy....so i watched the landing of the shuttle....boring as usual...And as i feared....i am breaking out yet again....ive started a facial scrub and all that...but i shall give it time....Well Anne sorry to say this but Bush signed the Energy Bill....we are all gonna die of unnofficial global warming...*runs screaming*

Peter is now on yet there is nothing to talk about....and OMG its taken me an hour to write this...well tis all i expect lengthy comments from all of u.

Current Mood: so bored
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
11:01 am
This is for Zena

Green Day and My Chemical Romance!

Created by obsessedbilliejoe and taken 49 times on bzoink!

Your name:
Your birthday:
Which band is better, in your opinion?:
BILLIE OR GERARD:
Gerard will: give you make-up tips
Billie will: tell you all about Joey's first day of school
Frank will: break up with his girlfriend after seeing you
Mike and Tre will: have a sexy threesome with you
Both bands agree, you...: need to get a social life



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10:57 am

A short story about you

Created by shinikami and taken 64195 times on bzoink!

Name
Current time
Current weather
One day, you were walking down the street when You became Satan.
And so you made everyone miserable.
But then, people started killing people.
And it turned out to be a book you were reading.
So now you are all-powerful.



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Friday, August 5th, 2005
11:11 pm
Signs always point to it
Darkness element
Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil
one with a black heart and no soul. People
avoid you since you cause so much trouble and
enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like
nothing more than to rule this earth and be
hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid
anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are
probably a cast-away from society and family
and have had a tough life where you learned to
live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your
pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You
do not wish to befriend anyone and you
certainly do not wish to be in love. As a
student of having learnt everything the hard
way, you tend to be manipulative when you want
something for yourself. In your head there is
only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No
one cares about you so why should you? In
school you probably ditch classes and go
somewhere else instead of sitting in a
classroom. It is not that you are stupid,
because you're probably very smart, but
everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the
same room, breathing the same air as your
enemies is not desired by you. Rate and
message!


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Current Mood: hehehe im special
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
4:02 pm
The Plan for saturday
Well all this is the possible plan for saturday.....

To go to the fair in Ontario...maybe Pia can take her car and Peter....take it and go to Ontario...pick up K and Jesse....while i take Adrianna, Zena and Beth into Ontario....and possibly Bert...

Then we shall take the day off and spend it at the fair...just dilly dallying round....



Though this plan involves the cooperation of everyone especially Pia....it is not final

Umm ya comment yall

Current Mood: damn right im creative
12:07 pm
Roof top Dream
Ok as some of you all know i was feeling a bit nastalgic last night...so i decided to sleep on the roof...it was amazing...havent done that in ages.....well time to tell u all of the weird dream that i had....

I shall describe the setting first....It was at some weird school the colors were white and silver...the mascot was the irish...there were 5 main halls in the school... and i had a bike...that i apparantly rode....

Ok now to the portion of the story that was the story..:D...

Apparantly i was with some blond and fair guy, we were talking about something weird....then we were lighting some aresol can on top of a white car.....yet this aresol can didnt act like one...it erupted in a white frothy substance that flew everywhere....and some landed on the white sweater i was apparantly wearing...and caused a black stain....At that point some cops showed up and i was taken {by hand} away by the guy that i was with.....this is where the story skips

Next i was in a store or something with the same guy as before and this time there was another guy there....{this one looked like Andy Marvin}....and me and this guy were just messing around...and then we started hugging and kissing right there in the middle of the store, then i said that i loved him...that was the point that my dad came in and i noticed him first and kinda pushed the guy away...then my dad left...and the guy said he loved me too....

Thats all i can remember at this time about the dream....crazy things are happening

Current Mood: o yes i am
12:20 am
Weird happiness
Ok as of late this afternoon/evening, i was hit quite abruptly by a sense of weird and unusual paranormal happiness....i was even brought to tears at this feeling. And yet i do not know why...strange happenings are around...auras are cleansing and all that sort, its like the rebirth of something special and yet evil. Though i have no hypothesis on the y of this feeling i can only hope that something wonderful happened to one of you whom read my journal. Just know that i feel a love and passion to all of you....and i know some of you might be thinking...."is Jerry drunk or stoned"....well sorry but im niether of the two....i am drug free at the present. If President Bush gets assasinated or dies along with VP Cheney, i shall know the source of this wonderment....but alas the liberals and democrats cant be that lucky....lol...

Miniskirts and pom poms have nothing on this.....i have stolen all the pep from them all....my only rival now seems to be Old Navy....*giggles*...but their happiness can be corrupted by a corporate take over.....muahahahahahahahahahaha...:D....Hmmmmmmm

Whatever shall i rant about now.....o yes... my little hopes for a more multinational North America... Canada shall be split into two halves...at about the Saskat. Border....the US shall be split into more equal regions....California and Arizona being one country {Calizona}.... Oregon Idaho Washington Montana and Utah Alaska and Hawaii should merge into another country {United States of the Northwest}....next shall be the corn states ie Nebraska Kansas Oklahoma Colorado N.Dakota S.Dakota Minnesota Iowa Missouri and Arkansas {Midway}....lets see o yes the south....Texas New Mexico and Louisiana {New Texania}.... and there should be the East Coast staying yet the same....because we all know that they really have no clue on how it feels outside of their little atlantic seaboard structures... With all the mini nations there would be a better fiscal responsibility and we could see the old US sink in Bankruptcy...then collect the pieces of a damned nation....

Ok that was a bit anarchiacal i admit...

Hmmm not much else to say.....besides u better comment...because Elmo knows where u live....:D

Current Mood: you betcha
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
1:13 pm
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Altruism |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
7:40 pm
Traflager Massacre
Ever since his days at Ivyton Prepatory School, the students had criticized his foriegn status at the school. The snobbish students didnt care very much for "new wealth." Tristan was fairly gangly throughout the torturous school years. The students' cruelty slowly turned his heart a malevolant black. He had one true love for a brief time, but three months later, she was hit by a train on her way to pick up her prom dress.

This trajedy had occured at a most inconveniant time. The time of this accident was six, and Tristan was to pick her up at seven. The girls' parents had been informed of the incident and were out of the house. Tristan not knowing of the most unfortunate incident, went hopeful to the girls home. When no one answered, he just waited outside the house growing sadder and sadder just like the lily corsage wilting in the rosy box.

When eleven came along, the girls' father showed up and found Tristan, lonely and crying on the porch. At the time that Tristan saw the girls' father's face, he knew somehting horribly wrong had occured that evening. When the girls' father had told him that she was in the hospital, he ran to his car and sped downtown to St. Marks' hospital. By the time Tristan arrived, it was too late. She had passed on and was removed away to the morgue.

At the funeral, he wanted to se the face of his true love, but when he opened the casket, her face was a grisly sight. There were deep fissures, missing chunks, her eyes were sunken, and there was exposed bone and scalp. Tristan couldnt stand the sight. Then the feeling Tristan had been depressing hit him, he felt that the world had wronged him.

When he arrived at his residence, his spirit was crushed. The rage from within him soon burst beyond containment. Tristan opened the medicine cabinat and downed about thirty-two sleeping pills. Then he drew a hot bath and slipped into it, then he dozed to sleep awaiting the end of his misery.

Unfortunately the fates enjoyed playing with his disasterous life. Tristan awoke in a hospital room, all alone again. The cruelty of his life was apparent in every aspect of human contact he had. Too many nights past, far too many to count, even his sorrow transfered into anger, then to bitterness at life.

As the monthes past, Tristan met new people, hateful people, his bitterness consumed his mannerisms. His new interest grew in guns and all sorts of weapons. Tristan's appearance grew more militaristic , at his job as an engineer, no onw suspected an angry outburst at the surface fo his inner-self.

Tristan mainly kept to himself and was reclusive when it came to going out. He had even built several pipe bombs, his stockpile of death grew everyday................

{At this point i was going to add some more...before the story was confiscated and i lost all interest in continuing the story....but i did have a climax type thing written that was to be the ending of the story...but meh}

Tristan was taking a stroll down a London avenue, he continued walking a couple of blocks til he reached Traflager Square. When he arrived, Tristan bought a scone from a local vendor and sat by the fountain in the square.

Tristan looked upon the crowd with sorrowful eyes. The rage and fear inside of him built up to a bottleneck point. Inside his trench coat, he had an automatic weapon, fully loaded. He was just a waiting for the right moment of peak conjestion. It was right after twelve-fifteen when he found opportunity.

He stood up, then Tristan opened fire on the crowd at the square. Already hating himself so much, he first aimed at a group of nuns collecting for the Homeless of London. When the bullets entered them, literal chunks flew from their bodies, and for one of the nuns, the bullets severed her head off. He then aimed at the other people around in the square without remorse for the people he was murdering.

People ran in a panic trying to escape the madman's shooting. But most were killed in their escape, men, women, and children. There was no discriminating amoungst the crowd, unlike his life that had treated him so cruelly.

{Ok i must say that this is a rather uprupt ending but yeah u the reader needs to understand that the confiscation hampered the writing of the story... so you will have to withstand the thoughts of what could have been or might have been in the storyline.}
6:59 pm
Well as most of u already know.....BETH'S BACK....ok now that the obvious is over...

Yesterday was very unusual even from my perspective....

Well Hurley came and ousted Peter and i from annes house...and by my reconing in record time from his house up to annes

Ummm ya then Peter and i went to Zenas....etc....

Then onward to Tennis...which was not as exciting as earlier events...


"Its a wonder i havent abandoned all my ideas...it seems so absurd and impractical...yet i cling to them because i still believe in spite of everything.....that people are truelly good at heart...its utterly impossible for me to build my life on a foundation of chaos suffering and death... i see the world somewhat transformed into a wilderness...i fear the approaching thunder that will fill this place too...and that kills millions...and when i look at the sky somehow i feel that everything will change for the better..that this cruelty to shall end and give way to peace and tranquility"

Ok that is for all of u lit bugs out there to decipher and guess whom said that....


In other news...im feeling a twinge of sadness...i hope it shall blow over....maybe going out somewhere might qualm this inner rebellion of the army of sadness... i feel like i am imprisoned on an island in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean...desolate, cold, lacking remorse and pity.... i think i may write a sadness story....or better yet...transcribe the story that sent me to the school phschiatrist...lol that was funny though...the whole incident was..... first i asked Mrs. Gonzales to read over the mini-story that i had written.... she was reading it during a staff meeting thing and another teacher (Mrs. Good) commented on the supposubly gruesome nature of the story...at that point the counselor...(Ms. Bradley)... confiscated the story and read it...deamed it a potential threat to the student body.... i was called into her office...my mum was notified...and i waited a week and a half before the psych came by and did a mini analysis on me.... he asked me if i was angry etc....commented little things...asked me repeatedly if i was mentally handicapped (for Oregon)...retarded(for Idaho)... he even went so far as saying retarded...stupid supposed medical proffesional...well that was the end of it....i guess it may be on my record...o well.

Im gonna find that story somehow in this mess of stuff.

K that was fast...i found it...i shall get it done sooner or later...muahahahaha..... Hmmm i have become addicted to some foreign music types...and Bert try listening to Opeth incase u havent yet...they are nutty..lol

Current Mood: meh
Monday, August 1st, 2005
12:24 pm
There are more than 9 essential nutrients in milk

Ok now that the lameness of this entry has been dealt with...onto the rest

I fear i shall never be FDA approved...but o well atleast i wont be butchered muahahahahaha.....
My life has been weird to say the least...just been here there and nowhere...ie Weiser..lol

I feel like im becoming a snobby bitch with nothing to do but rant about nothing at all...seems pointless at times.

O yes on the fitness news.....Atkins is going bankrupt muahahahahaha take that u fat american cows....sorry anne....jk

I have become obsessed with Cucumber salads....i am eating one as i type...lol

Jewells niece Amber was certainly an interesting person to meet...though ive met blonder..lol

Stalking people at Walmart is so fun...especially tracking Bud... and other random ppl

I feel like going to the movies soon...dont know when...but o well... hopefully i can do something other than excersize

I dont know why but i think i may be bad boyfriend material.

Hmmmm im watching Days of Our lives right now quite sad.
Friday, July 29th, 2005
12:29 am
Ok i officially screwed myself over....I am now gonna have a blind date tomarrow with someone from Payette that is 27


Is it sooo wrong........i need backup
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
7:33 pm
Ok i dont really know whats wrong with me now... it seems like a classic case of depression but i am aware that i have not had this much sadness since well to be honest like 7th grade...and that was for reasons otherwise... but enough of the past for that is behind us and therefore unchangable thus far. I have lost almost all my appetite today this damn day...it was utterly wonderous this morning with the soft breeze and the overcast sky; the only thing missing would be the sweet smell of honeysuckle, that should be the final level of nice.

This solemness is killing me slowly... i need to rest once more and hope that this torturous day will end and bring in the night which im sure will wash away this depression i feel. This morning i couldnt even get up to excersize. I have a hopeless feeling residing within me. At this point nothing could be worst...unless an inevitable event happens and someone i care about dies, and if that were to happen today i just dont know what i would do.

i think i shall read a book or fall into a hopefully endless slumber......

Current Mood: im dying
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
2:53 pm
Well im no mage... but somehow i come across as some sort of dark wizard...brooding and planning a new unknown event. But i am not i have taken up excersizing..and so far it has worked. And i feel like going to Boise...but alas i would need a good excuse and my car tires are starting to wear out...there is a big crack in one... so basically im afraid of running it...hmmmm until i get new tires im stuck in Weiser. But i shall see if i can make another round around Weiser to give my FRIENDS their gifts. hmmm i wonder when.

Current Mood: itching
Monday, July 25th, 2005
4:46 pm
Boredom to the point of pain
Well last night i watched Constantine again....useless waste of time it blew ass and not in a good way. Today i watched Tuck Everlasting, and suffice it to say it has a lot of bad crude humor that made me laugh so hard, who knew that a movie could have so much bad in it
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